Episode 64






White lightning scythes through my brain, splitting me in two halves. I look out and see the hordes enveloping us – thousands upon thousands, a damp grey ocean of Urghan workers heaving and pulsing around us in deep tidal currents. Then the lightning parts them too and through the middle strides not one, but three bold souls. A holy triumvirate of women – Filiae Dei, Daughters of God, and as they march, their light falls upon the hordes like a balm, calming the stormy waters and setting the seething maelstrom to rest. With quiet expectation the three women stand and wait, looking out over tens of thousands of Urghan males. Though only those in front have direct sight of the women, those behind sense them. It is as if they are all of one mind, as if one electrical current of thought holds them all in thrall.
Shim begins talking to the crowd now, her quiet voice penetrating to the centre of their being, as if she is whispering personally in their ear. It is only her soft voice that is keeping this great grey ocean of unhappy misery from sweeping over us and drowning us. Her voice seems to reach out to the ends of the universe. The crowd is deathly quiet as they listen, mainly because most of these men have never seen a woman before. To them they are creatures of myth and legend. And they certainly look so now.
“My name is Shim. I am one of a handful of women who escaped from the breeding dens of the Seesh and now live in the mountain caves. For many years we have battled the Seesh from our mountain stronghold but we have never been strong enough to defeat him. We have tried time and again to free our sisters held in captivity but we have been too few and he has been too powerful. Now he is on the verge of carrying out a monstrous plan to abandon us and leave us to all to die.” She paused as her words echoed across the landscape.
“And when he leaves thou shalt not be going with him. When that spaceship takes off thou shalt not be on it.” She paused to let this sink in. “There is no place in there for thee. More than that, he will abandon all thy women and leave them to die out there in the forbidden zone. Nearly half a million of them, the women whom ye yearn for, who were stolen from thee and kept in suspended animation deep under the desert.”
The silence is eerie. Hardly a breath is drawn.
“They are the dreamers. He is using them as he used thee. The launch of this spaceship will drain all their energy and kill them.
She pauses and looks around her, flints of fire sparking in her eyes.
“The ship is now complete. The Seesh has no more need of thee. Thy job is over. He merely keeps thee occupied with cleaning and polishing, but thou art no longer needed. Soon the doors will be sealed and so will thy fate…and mine…and all the women he has enslaved.”
The Urghan continue to stand staring spell-bound at the woman.
“But thou art many, and together we can beat him. True, thou might die if thou fights the Seesh – but thou WILT surely die if thou dost not.”
She turns slowly as she speaks and looks at the crowd. She is shorter than the men but she seems to tower above them.
“We do not trust thee,” someone cries and breaks the spell she has weaved so forcefully.
“Thee be swamp spirits – come to play evil tricks upon uz.”
“We are not spirits and we are not evil. We are real like thee. Step forth and touch me if thou wishes for proof.”
There is a lot of sniggering amongst the front rows at this remark but none of the men have the nerve to touch a woman, much less an evil spirit.
“It is the Seesh that is thy foe. Not us. Thou must rise up against him. He is thine enemy not thy friend. He is the one who has taken away thy women.”
“It be a bit too late for that,” comes a voice from deep in the crowd. “Uz have found our own ways…without women…if you know what I mean. Among men.”
“Only some of uz,” calls another scornfully.
“So says you Grobsucker. I seed you sneak many a time into Herdan’s hovel…”
“Be that as it may. That’s just necessity. Given a choice I’d rather have a woman. Most of us would.”
They are just about to start an argument when Shim takes control again.
“It is more than the women. It is your freedom we are talking about. It is your LIFE at stake. If thou dost not do something now it will be too late,” she proclaims passionately, her thee’s and thou’s falling by the wayside in her fervour to try and convince them.
Then I notice Garm looking at her with an expression that can only be termed – besotted. Mind you, to be fair, I think many men fell in love with her at that moment. Then the crowd parts and a male pushes his way to the front. At first I thought it was a ghost, for it glowed white, but then I see it is just another worker…one who has just come off shift and is covered in bone dust. But he has a different feel to him. He isn’t as apathetic as the others, as if his spirit is still alive.
“I will do it,” he says. “I have seen these things too. Many of us have. We just haven’t been brave enough to speak thereof. I have also seen how there iz no accommodation for uz on board. But more than this,” he says, raising his voice for the crowd, “I have seen how the Seesh despises uz, how he withdraws from any sort of contact with uz, as if we are diseased. These women are right. Why would he want to take uz with him? He has no need of uz. Neither is he a charitable person. We know that by now…surely. How much more proof do we need? I am for these people. If you had any sense, you would be too. What do we have to lose? We are dead already. We just don’t know it.”
There is an uncomfortable shifting about in the crowd, as if they don’t know whether to step forward or backward.
“I agree,” shouts someone from the crowd. “I too,” says another.
 Then more and more voices are heard as the sentiment is passed to those at the back of the crowd. Soon there is a hum of excitement that is almost overwhelming. I take a moment to look at Shim. She smiles at me.
“I’m glad you came back,” I say. She shrugs.
“We got cut off.” But that is all she has time for. The crowd is beginning to surge.
“It is time to move,” she says. “Follow me.” Shim points at the Citadel and the crowd parts to let us through. The die is cast. The big march begins.